Meaningless Fights

Earlier tonight Boo and I were talking and he was saying how he misses me and it's been bugging him. And it's been bugging him because he misses me differently than he normally does. Normally (this is how he described it) "the ache in your chest - like a mix of being hungry and sick in your chest, which still sucks but is an okay sucks. This has been different I don't know how to explain it" When I asked him how this compared to the "okay sucks" of the normal one he said "It's different... It's easier but makes me feel worse" and by the time I'd gotten his message and replied he wasn't answering (my guess is he fell asleep).

So I've been freaking out about this. Alternating between being terrified that it's something terrible (since he can't explain himself well at all) and being angry that he fell asleep in the middle of that conversation. Ugh I'm just really frustrated and scared right now :( I'll update when he answers. But right now I'm wishing I'd noticed my phone light go on when he texted so he wouldn't have had the chance to fall asleep. And I'm wishing I wasn't imagining all the worst-case scenarios.